Sunday, January 27, 2013

Take Your Marks


Luke 4:14-21

Spring is nearly here. It’s less than two months away.   The snow will be gone.  The roads will be clear, But not yet.  It’s still January.
How are you all with anxiety?  You know when you have some big thing coming up, or some issue that persists and there is that nervous energy that starts off in the background of your being then for some of us, it becomes ever more consuming.  How do you deal with that energy?  It was this time of year; two years ago now that I found out that I was coming here to St. Paul.  My family and I moved into the parsonage in June of that year.  That’s 4 and a half months of living between worlds, knowing that I would be leaving but not gone yet.   I had some idea of what was ahead but I didn't know for sure.  The day that the moving truck arrived was a very happy day.  Not because I was happy to be leaving but I was happy the wait was over. 
I never want surgery but if I have to have it I would rather get it over sooner than later.  I always volunteered to go first for a class presentation because I hated public speaking and leaving it chance when I would get called for my turn was just too much.  If I have to deliver bad news I just do it.  The truth is what it is and the sooner we can get to it the sooner healing can begin. 
That energy isn't all bad though.  Sometimes we need that energy to get a necessary job done.  When I played football, that pre-game energy helped me perform at my peak during the game.  I had a Junior Varsity coach in the 10th grade that didn't understand that.  When we had away games he would make us go silent 10 minutes before we arrived at the field where we were supposed to play.  He calls it “quiet intensity.”  Well what it actually did was relax us; it took away that heightened energy. We lost every game that year.  Sometimes we need that boost of energy to propel us into action.  We may need a little discomfort to live into the lives that God truly intends for us.
I love this scripture.  Jesus is bold.  He is unafraid. He is who he is. Judge him; love him; the choice is yours! That won’t change him! Scripture is how we know about Jesus.  Through the inspiration of the Holy Spirit we are guided into greater and deeper knowledge of God that goes beyond the printed word. 
To truly know Jesus we have to experience the presence of Jesus. The promise of our faith is that when we gather together in the name of Jesus Christ, his presence is among us. We are the body of Christ on earth when we gather in his name.  We are human.   We are flawed.  But in the midst of all that Christ is present and we can come to know him in these gatherings. 
Yes I am saying you need to come to church!  Jesus did it.  He set the example.  He went to the synagogue ‘as was his custom’.  Why was he going?  He is the incarnate one, The Anointed One.  He is the son of God.  We already know that he talks to the heavenly father not in crowded places but in lonely places like mountaintops and wildernesses.  But it was Jesus custom. That means he did it regularly.  Even though he already knew everything he went. (So what’s your excuse)?  In this particular scripture Jesus went to the synagogue.  The attendant gave Jesus the scroll, it was the prophet Isaiah.  He opened it to the portion I read earlier, read it, sat down and gave his teaching.  “Today this has been fulfilled in your presence.”  Jesus is the word made flesh. The Old Testament and New Testament are shadows of Jesus’ being.  The scriptures are recording of god’s action in the lives of particular people.  Jesus is God.  We read scriptures to know about God. To get closer to god through understanding how God operates.  Jesus went to the synagogue that day and read the scriptures.  He wasn't defining his ministry by the scriptures, he was merely pointing out that the scriptures are defined by him!
He is the only one that can say that (although we are guilty of trying to say that).  We like to take the scriptures and define them in the light of our own experience.  But we are not God.  We are not the Messiah.  His starting point is himself because he is God. He is the messiah.  Our starting point has to be the scripture.  When we take ourselves as the starting point then twist and shape the word of god to justify our sin.  But God isn’t interested in justifying our sin he is interested in justifying the sinner. God is interested in making us to be in accord with Him.
When we make the scripture as our common starting point we, open the scriptures together as a community, God’s truth is revealed. It’s not just me as your pastor; it isn't Bob, Den, Bob, Ray, or Forest that had the truth. It is every one of us in this sanctuary.  We approach the scriptures together.  We interpret as a community what God is saying to us today.  You may not agree with me.  I may not agree with you and there’s gonna be a bunch of people who don’t fully agree with either one of us but together, when we are in conversation when we engage the scriptures honestly and openly  the Holy Spirit will work through each one of us, then the truth of God will emerge. Where two or more are gathered in his name he is there among them.  It’s the community where truth is found. As individuals only see dimly as in a dark glass.
It may not seem like it now but spring is nearly here.  Track season will start.  The runners will get the command to take their mark.  The race, the thing that they have been preparing for will begin.  Friends we will be going through a process of discernment as a church in the coming months.  Seeds that were planted month ago will start to sprout.  And whether or not they eventually bear fruit will have a lot to do with the nurture that we provide.  Tomorrow the conceptual building committee will meet with the architect to see what the dream of an improved facility looks like on paper.  The Vital Church Initiative Team continues to be trained and inspired about the possibilities of the future of this congregation.  This spring some significant changes will be suggested by an outside consultant to improve what we are already doing.  All this change can cause anxiety because we may have an idea about what the future holds but we are just not sure.  These things are our race.  This is our big game.  We need to be in prayer.  We need to search the scriptures.  We need to be in communion with God and each other so that his will is revealed.   Changes if they are coming will happen in their own season.  Our task is to prepare for whatever God may have for us. 

On Kinney Down

Alex and I visited Michigan State University on Saturday.  Yes, it's a little early for college selection.  He is only a sophomore.  But our trips are more than just choosing a college they are about anxiety reduction...mine.  Alex is our firs-born.  He has been in my life for 16+ years, and the thought of him leaving home breaks my heart.  I fell in love with him the moment I saw him the day he was born.  The day will come, probably sometime in August of 2015 when he will leave for whatever college he chooses.  I pray that both he and I can celebrate that day of transition with gladness in our hearts.  We will soon be making trips to Ann Arbor, Kalamazoo, perhaps even Houghten MI.  I am confident that what ever Alex chooses to do with the first chapter of his adult life it will do it well. 

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